AlexanderSometimes I can still feel his hand, Running down my side, A haunting memory of a day long gone, Forgotten, buried under remnants of old clothes,Alexander
forgotten stuffed rabbits, like so many good memories. They only come out now When I’m alone, So late at night that even the stars have gone to bed, And I fall into the memories, Tumbling, headfirst into the heart Of a boy who lives but doesn’t exist, Who suffocated under the weight of too much pressure, Of a mother who hated him, A drug that couldn’t sate his insatiability, And life that wouldn’t
AlzheimersThere doesn’t go a day, Where I forget that my grandmother forgets. She’s trapped in her own present, her past fading into fog, And sickening obscurity. I remember for her; Of how she used to keep the tears away with cake and condensed milk custard, How she made me meringue when I was afraid of flying and told me that it was the cloud that would keep me safe. I flew back home that summer, Unafraid of the plane Because my grandmother would keep me safe In a cloud of whipped egg whites. I remember her crying when I left Because I couldn’t stay with her, and she was blAlzheimers
SpinningIt is as though time repeats itself, over and over, spinning a web; drawn out in light and pain. I repeat my misery over and over, I spin it, I weave it over until my fingers turn numb and my hands are chapped and blistered. No one ever told me thread could consume so. Sometimes it is worse than fire. Apologizing to a goddess is not only impossible but unnecessary. They know if you are sincere, but they won’t care if you’ve angered them enough. Did I anger her on purpose? Maybe.Spinning
Probably. I don’t know anymore. Blood spills from my raw fingers. They stain the white thread, and although the sh
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In other news - I am now a blonde...sort of. My GM and his boyfriend dyed my hair and now I'm sort of...brassy orangy in color.
Heh.
So. Yeah.
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Technology. Making better, better. Onwards, upwards - any way, but backwards. Tapping Progress on the shoulder and saying "More Forwards please!"
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